Saturday, June 8, 2013

Im scared as fucking hell...

On monday i start at the emily program and i just dont even know if i can do it. Sunday will be so stressful -i will either end up binging or not eating anything- and either way, i will be motivated to lose weight even more. Im such a failure at recovery... im not sure i even want to try anymore. :'(

Sunday, June 2, 2013

My lunker thighs are gross!

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Friday, May 31, 2013

stats- in case anyone is interested?

cw: 116.7lbs
lw: 115lbs
gw:115lbs
ugw:100lbs

Weightless by Mi

Lyrics

Hi, my name is Ana and I'm here to save you
Very smart of you to call me
We will work together and we'll leave no footprints
We'll have wings eventually

I want to embrace you
I will help you to control
I will hurt like hell
I will swallow your sweet soul

It will be nailed to your jawbone
It is painted on the mirror

Stripped to the bone
to the soul to the I don't know
Stripped to the core to the matter
to the flesh and oh!
Stripped to the four in the morning lies
and lullabies
Stripped without clothes without dirt
without baggage without consciousness and you are weightless

So just be a good girl and please follow my rules
Don't forget I'm taking over
Transparent is what you'll be in no time if you're
Taking life in stone cold sober

I want to embrace you
I will make you steal and lie
I will hurt like hell
I will kill you in no time

Everyone's your enemy
You find your worst fears in me