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Showing posts with label anorexia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anorexia. Show all posts
Tuesday, November 26, 2013
Just A Few Low Cal Recipes :)
Egg Bake- makes
2 servings (108 calories each)
Quaker - Lightly Salted Rice Cake (1/2 Starch), 1 cake
Cheese-Kraft Natural Shredded Cheese - Colby & Monterey
Jack 2% Milk, 1/4 cup
Aldi - Real Bacon Bits, 2 Tbsp.
Egg White - 1 Egg Whites, 1/2 cup
Aquafina Water - 16.9 Oz., 2 oz.
Heat oven to 375 degrees F. take the rice cake and break it
in half, then in half again so you have a total of 4 pieces, set aside. Spray
two soufflé dishes with cooking spray, and in a small bowl, beat eggs and water
and set aside. in each cup put in 1 tbsp. of bacon bits, and top with two
pieces of rice cake in each. Finally pour half the egg mixture in each cup and
then bake for 5-10 minutes or until egg is fully cooked. After removing it from
the oven, place 1/8 of a cup of cheese on each cup and enjoy!
Open Egg
Sandwich -77 calories
Quaker - Lightly Salted Rice Cake (1/2 Starch), 1 cake
Eggs - Fried Egg White, 1 large egg
Generic - Turkey Bacon (25 Cal), 1 slice
Preheat oven to cooking directions for the bacon, next set a
rice cake out on a plate. While the bacon is cooking, fry the egg white and
then place the egg white on top of the rice cake. When the bacon is ready,
carefully remove it from the oven and rip/cut the slice into two pieces and
place on top of the egg and rice cake.
Also yummy if you add some shredded cheese, peppers, or
anything else you would like for a few added calories.
Rice Cake “Nachos”-
103 calories
1tbsp ground beef
1 rice cake
1/2 tsp. chili powder
1/8 tsp. cumin
Dash of onion salt
Dash of garlic powder
Dash of cayenne pepper (optional)
1 tbsp. water
1 tbsp. shredded Colby jack cheese
First, measure out all the spices in a small bowl and put
off to the side.
Next, brown the hamburger in a frying pan over medium-low
heat. Once fully cooked drain any grease and dispose of properly, then add the
water and the spices with the drained hamburger in the frying pan. Mix
thoroughly and let simmer on low heat until almost all the water has
evaporated.
Now on plate, put the rice cake, top with the hamburger and
shredded cheese. Microwave for 10 (you may repeat the cook time once more if
needed) or until cheese is melted. *note: DO NOT MICROWAVE RICE CAKES FOR MORE
THAN 10 SECONDS AT A TIME!
Homemade
Sun Dried Tomato Herb Soup- makes 5 servings, 18 calories each
32 oz. Low Sodium Chicken Broth
8 oz. water Two 5-6" celery stalks
1/10 medium white onion
0.5 oz. Sun dried tomatoes (nit packed in oil)
1/2 tsp. Basil
1/2 tsp. Thyme
1/2 tsp. Rosemary
1/4 tsp. Italian Seasoning
1/4 tsp. Garlic Powder
1/4 tsp. Black Pepper
In a blender, combine water, broken up celery, onion, and
tomatoes. Blend until the tomatoes are small red flakes. Put mixture in a pot,
add seasonings and bring to simmer. Add broth, bring to boil, serve in 8 oz. servings.
Homemade
chicken broth- 5 calories per 8 oz.
One large boneless, skinless chicken breast (cut up)
3-4 cups of water
1 teaspoon pepper
1 teaspoon thyme
1 teaspoon parsley
Simmer for two hours, so the broth has a yellow tone to it.
Strain, and serve.
Vegetable Fajita-
makes 5 servings, 75 calories each
2 teaspoons olive
oil
2 cloves garlic,
minced
2 green bell peppers, sliced
2 yellow bell peppers, sliced
1/2 onion, sliced
1 cup mushrooms,
sliced
3 green onions,
chopped
Lemon pepper to
taste
In a large frying pan over a
medium heat, sauté olive oil and garlic. Let the garlic sauté for 2 minutes,
stir in the green and yellow bell peppers. Let the peppers sauté for 2 minutes,
stir in the onions. After two minutes add the mushrooms and green onions to the
frying pan. Season the vegetables with lemon pepper to taste and stir well.
Cover the frying pan and cook until all of the vegetables are tender.
Put some of the fajita mix on
top of your rice cake and ta-da! J
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Friday, May 31, 2013
Weightless by Mi
Hi, my name is Ana and I'm here to save you
Very smart of you to call me
We will work together and we'll leave no footprints
We'll have wings eventually
I want to embrace you
I will help you to control
I will hurt like hell
I will swallow your sweet soul
It will be nailed to your jawbone
It is painted on the mirror
Stripped to the bone
to the soul to the I don't know
Stripped to the core to the matter
to the flesh and oh!
Stripped to the four in the morning lies
and lullabies
Stripped without clothes without dirt
without baggage without consciousness and you are weightless
So just be a good girl and please follow my rules
Don't forget I'm taking over
Transparent is what you'll be in no time if you're
Taking life in stone cold sober
I want to embrace you
I will make you steal and lie
I will hurt like hell
I will kill you in no time
Everyone's your enemy
You find your worst fears in me
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Thursday, May 23, 2013
Would i be perfect, yet?
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The Ana Bible
I am posting this because... Well, I am not sure those closest to me really understand the trauma and disordered thinking I experience. The Ana Bible explains the exact irrational- yet overwhelmingly influencing- thoughts I have; nearly all day, every single day.
This is the part that I think is the most impacting:
"...The Thin Commandments
1.If you aren't thin you aren't attractive.
2.Being thin is more important than being healthy.
3.You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve
yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner.
4.Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.
5.Thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing oneself
afterwards.
6.Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly.
7.What the scale says is the most important thing.
8.Losing weight is good/gaining weight is bad.
9.You can never be too thin.
10.Being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and
success."
This is the part that I think is the most impacting:
"...The Thin Commandments
1.If you aren't thin you aren't attractive.
2.Being thin is more important than being healthy.
3.You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve
yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner.
4.Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.
5.Thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing oneself
afterwards.
6.Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly.
7.What the scale says is the most important thing.
8.Losing weight is good/gaining weight is bad.
9.You can never be too thin.
10.Being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and
success."
Now before you get mad that this site exists- be aware that it is intending to educate people on how an ED takes over. I also find it comforting to read that im not the only one with these thoughts.
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Monday, May 20, 2013
Well thanks, mom.
Your "pep talk", has let me keep my intake lower than ever before.
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Stats
Cw: ? Im scared to weigh myself
Lw: 117.8
Gw: 115
Ugw: 100
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Wednesday, May 1, 2013
house all to myself ALL WEEKEND!
fasting until i pass out and have to call in sick this weekend. >:)
Monday, April 29, 2013
I miss my diet pills...
I feel so weak for wanting them back. i miss the energy, and the lack of hunger- all i do is snack 24/7 now. its so gross. i haven't gotten on a scale yet- but i just know Ive gained weight. im going to get so fat and ugly and awful and i just want to go die in my room alone. i cant do this. im not ready- im too weak...
I wont buy more pills though- because i cant hurt you again... but this is killing me. i just want to be thin! why are you so against it? i am not really that thin anyway. im not in danger. you are overreacting. please let me be thin... please, please, please :'(
I wont buy more pills though- because i cant hurt you again... but this is killing me. i just want to be thin! why are you so against it? i am not really that thin anyway. im not in danger. you are overreacting. please let me be thin... please, please, please :'(
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Im fucking fat.
Im so sorry ... but no dinner. Ive got goldfish and water to keep me alive tonight at work- but the mere thought of taking in over 600 calories on purpose in one day: makes me want to purge until my body gives out on the floor. I cant do this. Im such a failure. I wish i were dead. I would rather be dead than get fat. I cant... i just cant... :'( please forgive me. </3
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Starting recovery ...
I've given up all diet aids and laxatives /diuretics. Im so scared im going to get so fucking fat... :'(
Friday, April 26, 2013
i cut so much... damn, just walking hurts :'(
cw:119.8lbs
breakfast: nothing (0)
lunch: egg white, green bell pepper, pepper jack cheese burrito (300), applesauce (50) and juice/tea (15)
dinner: well see when i get there. if i can- i will eat. if i cant- its okay. its one meal. im taking each meal as it comes.
starting to look at diet/nutrition plans for recovering anorexics. not crazy about the ultra high cal counts- but im taking my life back, starting today.
cw:119.8lbs
breakfast: nothing (0)
lunch: egg white, green bell pepper, pepper jack cheese burrito (300), applesauce (50) and juice/tea (15)
dinner: well see when i get there. if i can- i will eat. if i cant- its okay. its one meal. im taking each meal as it comes.
starting to look at diet/nutrition plans for recovering anorexics. not crazy about the ultra high cal counts- but im taking my life back, starting today.
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Dear, stop exercising:
And i mean, what else am i going to do? Sit around and let all the food I've been eating ruin all the hard work I've put into this body?! Not going to happen. Im going to be lovely. You should be happy im working out. Im sure youd love my body covered in fat rolls and cellulite. Im sure youd love it if i was too fat to have sex without passing out. You want me to be fat?! No! I didnt think so, so back off!
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Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Thursday, April 11, 2013
stats
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Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Big fat pig!
You disgust me. You have no will-power. You are a failure. You make every anorexic out there- ashamed and they hate you. You cant do anything right. Not even lose your fat ass. Ugh. Pathetic.
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