I want to shove my head into an oven

Ana wont be my friend right now....

So i am having some time with Mia.

Stupid.

Im a stupid, fat, attention whore, and no one will ever love me. Im broken. No one can fix me. Im bent on self destruction and i won't stop until I'm dead. The hardest ones to love are the ones who need it most- but they are also the ones who will hurt you more than anyone else. I want to die. Who would ever love someone who cant even look in a mirror without having urges to purge. Im so fucking stupid. I should just give up trying. No one deserves to be in a relationship with such a destructive, emotional tornado. I can't be a positive addiction to anyones life- EVER. Im just a soul sucker... Who wants to be my next victim?

That rude stalker in my head

I am fat.

a fat fucking loser and no one will ever love the fat girl with daddy issues. no one. you stupid cunt! just stop eating and maybe show a tad bit of self control and you wont be bulging over your pants and having marks left from too tight tops. you fucking disgust me. i hope you die. i hope you slit your wrists and bleed out and die. but, you wont. because you're a big fucking failure. god, the world should do itself a favor and remove you from society. you are nothing. NOTHING!

This fat ass...