I miss my diet pills...

I feel so weak for wanting them back. i miss the energy, and the lack of hunger- all i do is snack 24/7 now. its so gross. i haven't gotten on a scale yet- but i just know Ive gained weight. im going to get so fat and ugly and awful and i just want to go die in my room alone. i cant do this. im not ready- im too weak...

I wont buy more pills though- because i cant hurt you again... but this is killing me. i just want to be thin! why are you so against it? i am not really that thin anyway. im not in danger. you are overreacting. please let me be thin... please, please, please :'(

Big fat pig!

You disgust me. You have no will-power. You are a failure. You make every anorexic out there- ashamed and they hate you. You cant do anything right. Not even lose your fat ass. Ugh. Pathetic.

Making an Anorexia Collage

Using these Photos, I intend on making a collage that will serve as motivation to stay friends with Ana. I've been a horrible friend lately and I need to make it up to her. I can make her proud. I know I can.

CW: 122lbs   :D
GW: 115lbs  (by May 11th)

During sleep, a person's weight and the number of hours he/she sleeps determine how many calories are burned. Normally, a person burns about 0.42 calories for every pound in one hour of sleep. For instance, a 150 lb. person burns about 63 calories in one hour. If this person sleeps for eight hours total, he/she burns 504 calories for the whole duration. Just multiply the average rate with every pound of weight and number of hours of sleep. Therefore, the heavier a person is, as well as the longer a person sleeps, the more calories are burned

Easter ana tips

Pick all the bread out of the buns leaving only a shell of crust to eat.
Meat is better than potatoes for your body and are easier to burn off later!
But potatoes are easier to purge!
Always have a drink available (preferably water or coffee because no cals)
Start dancing with younger family members- its an incognito exorcise!

Naked weigh in

I am down to 122LBS! 

W00000000000T! ...
Just seven more pounds to my first goal weight!

I am fat.

a fat fucking loser and no one will ever love the fat girl with daddy issues. no one. you stupid cunt! just stop eating and maybe show a tad bit of self control and you wont be bulging over your pants and having marks left from too tight tops. you fucking disgust me. i hope you die. i hope you slit your wrists and bleed out and die. but, you wont. because you're a big fucking failure. god, the world should do itself a favor and remove you from society. you are nothing. NOTHING!

This fat ass...