Weightless by Mi

Lyrics

Hi, my name is Ana and I'm here to save you
Very smart of you to call me
We will work together and we'll leave no footprints
We'll have wings eventually

I want to embrace you
I will help you to control
I will hurt like hell
I will swallow your sweet soul

It will be nailed to your jawbone
It is painted on the mirror

Stripped to the bone
to the soul to the I don't know
Stripped to the core to the matter
to the flesh and oh!
Stripped to the four in the morning lies
and lullabies
Stripped without clothes without dirt
without baggage without consciousness and you are weightless

So just be a good girl and please follow my rules
Don't forget I'm taking over
Transparent is what you'll be in no time if you're
Taking life in stone cold sober

I want to embrace you
I will make you steal and lie
I will hurt like hell
I will kill you in no time

Everyone's your enemy
You find your worst fears in me

Would i be perfect, yet?

Experiment

Stats

Cw: ? Im scared to weigh myself
Lw: 117.8
Gw: 115
Ugw: 100

house all to myself ALL WEEKEND!

fasting until i pass out and have to call in sick this weekend. >:)

Dear, stop exercising:

And i mean, what else am i going to do? Sit around and let all the food I've been eating ruin all the hard work I've put into this body?! Not going to happen. Im going to be lovely. You should be happy im working out. Im sure youd love my body covered in fat rolls and cellulite. Im sure youd love it if i was too fat to have sex without passing out. You want me to be fat?! No! I didnt think so, so back off!

Stupid.

Im a stupid, fat, attention whore, and no one will ever love me. Im broken. No one can fix me. Im bent on self destruction and i won't stop until I'm dead. The hardest ones to love are the ones who need it most- but they are also the ones who will hurt you more than anyone else. I want to die. Who would ever love someone who cant even look in a mirror without having urges to purge. Im so fucking stupid. I should just give up trying. No one deserves to be in a relationship with such a destructive, emotional tornado. I can't be a positive addiction to anyones life- EVER. Im just a soul sucker... Who wants to be my next victim?