Pro-Ana and recovery posts, depending on how I feel that day. I am looking for an Ana buddy! pref: female, 17-23 years old, CW around 125lbs
Tuesday, November 26, 2013
Just A Few Low Cal Recipes :)
Friday, July 19, 2013
I haven't been on in a while...
Thursday, June 20, 2013
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
Saturday, June 8, 2013
Im scared as fucking hell...
On monday i start at the emily program and i just dont even know if i can do it. Sunday will be so stressful -i will either end up binging or not eating anything- and either way, i will be motivated to lose weight even more. Im such a failure at recovery... im not sure i even want to try anymore. :'(
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
Sunday, June 2, 2013
My lunker thighs are gross!
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Friday, May 31, 2013
stats- in case anyone is interested?
lw: 115lbs
gw:115lbs
ugw:100lbs
Weightless by Mi
Hi, my name is Ana and I'm here to save you
Very smart of you to call me
We will work together and we'll leave no footprints
We'll have wings eventually
I want to embrace you
I will help you to control
I will hurt like hell
I will swallow your sweet soul
It will be nailed to your jawbone
It is painted on the mirror
Stripped to the bone
to the soul to the I don't know
Stripped to the core to the matter
to the flesh and oh!
Stripped to the four in the morning lies
and lullabies
Stripped without clothes without dirt
without baggage without consciousness and you are weightless
So just be a good girl and please follow my rules
Don't forget I'm taking over
Transparent is what you'll be in no time if you're
Taking life in stone cold sober
I want to embrace you
I will make you steal and lie
I will hurt like hell
I will kill you in no time
Everyone's your enemy
You find your worst fears in me
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Would i be perfect, yet?
The Ana Bible
This is the part that I think is the most impacting:
"...The Thin Commandments
1.If you aren't thin you aren't attractive.
2.Being thin is more important than being healthy.
3.You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve
yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner.
4.Thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.
5.Thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing oneself
afterwards.
6.Thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly.
7.What the scale says is the most important thing.
8.Losing weight is good/gaining weight is bad.
9.You can never be too thin.
10.Being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and
success."
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Monday, May 20, 2013
Well thanks, mom.
Your "pep talk", has let me keep my intake lower than ever before.
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Stats
Cw: ? Im scared to weigh myself
Lw: 117.8
Gw: 115
Ugw: 100